Category Archives: My Daily Journal

Daily Journal – As outspoken as I am why is it so hard to just say NO

3/12/2013 7:00 am Again, I haven’t journaled since Saturday morning but I’ve learned two valuable lessons.  First I’m realizing there is only a short window of time where I am able to capture what is going on with me otherwise … Continue reading

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My Daily Journal – 3/9/13 My Healing Journey is like a Board Game

3/09/2013 9:00 a.m. My Healing Journey is like a Board Game – I’m now back at START after rolling the dice and being sent to the DARK DUNGEON for three days. I haven’t journaled since Tuesday morning but then I … Continue reading

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My Daily Journal – There are no Coincidences, Everything Happens for a Reason

3/05/2013 4:18 am So MUCH INNER TURMOIL (interesting … just fyi I did manage to journal yesterday early before I had to leave to accompany my daughter to a support hearing in Delaware and it was titled “Dysfunction breeds Dysfunction”.  … Continue reading

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My Daily Journal – Exhaustion and Lack of Sleep – From Dark to Darker

3/03/2013 8:46 Lack of Sleep & Exhaustion will Darken the Picture for even the healthy ones. Horrible night, went to bed at 10 pm exhausted and heavy with depression but didn’t sleep well at all which was somewhat surprising since … Continue reading

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My Daily Journal – It’s been a very dark couple of days

3/02/2013 7:31 a.m. It has been a very dark couple of days … I did write something on Thursday. I’ve been in a dark empty place … horrible feeling and so alone. For me loneliness is about not feeling connected. … Continue reading

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Daily Journal – Never Underestimate the Power of Faith

Daily Journal 5:45 am It’s morning, so depleted from reliving these events over and over again. At least last night as I watched myself in bed as young girl I am reminded of my faith as I watch myself prayer … Continue reading

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My Daily Journal – Prayers for Tianna, Hoping for the Best, Preparing for the Worst

2/26/2013 6:15 a.m. My heart, body, mind, and soul are filled with my 4 yr old granddaughter this morning.  This morning I go with my daughter to take her to see the hematologist about her high blood platelet count.  I’ve … Continue reading

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My Daily Journal – Nobody knows me better than I do

2/24/2013 8:35 a.m. Well I’m up and moving.   I know I had at least 2 flashbacks but snapped out of it quickly so I don’t remember.  That doesn’t happen often.  Maybe it’s become I’m in a rage right now.  My … Continue reading

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My Daily Journal – Every Day is like the movie “Groundhog Day”

2/24/2013 7:44 a.m.  Very rough morning.  Been awake since 6 and just lying there not wanting to get up and actually praying in my head to God to please don’t make me do another day of this.   1 hr 44 … Continue reading

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My Daily Journal

2/23/12 5:13 a.m. I’ve decided to journal when I first wake up.  It is when everything hurts the most.   My body, my back and neck so tense.  My breathing is shallow.  I feel weak.   My anxiety level is now again … Continue reading

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