2/26/2013 6:15 a.m.
My heart, body, mind, and soul are filled with my 4 yr old granddaughter this morning. This morning I go with my daughter to take her to see the hematologist about her high blood platelet count. I’ve been praying and hoping for the best but today is the day that I bear down and prepare for the worst. Very tense, I can feel something wanting to come out, some of that is normal just because I will be leaving my home but I am very aware of something my body is holding back on, all the tension in my back.
It is while I continue to believe that, for me anyway, there is something deeper going on than suppressing emotions or what all “experts” have told me is that I “shut down.
For some reason my heart is heavy with all the children out there right now suffering as a result of some form of child abuse